I’m still here

I started this blog well over a year ago to try to discover a bit more about myself.  As I blogged, I was finally starting to see the person I was to become.  Apparently I was wrong… When I was younger, I used to look in the mirror and wonder what I would look like […]

Harry Potter Tag

1. What is your favourite book? Order of the Phoenix.  It was such an emotional roller coaster for me.  Harry gets to spend time with his family.  We get to see more of the wizarding world and a sense of the doom that is yet to come.  There is something about me that just loves the character Umbridge. […]

Sex After Dark

Boy from work and I uaed to hook up at the park. It was our routine.  We’d go get some drinks at a local hole-in-the-wall bar, then once the bar closed, I’d follow him to the park for a little fun.   It was always exciting with him. There was so much about our relationship that […]

Family Affair

It’s been six months since I’ve had any contact from my mother.   I don’t know where she is or what she’s been doing.  My family keeps asking me if I want to search for her.   To file a missing persons report or call around to her last known place of employment. But I don’t want […]

Safe

A child, sleeping in her bed feels safe in the Company of her teddy. Nothing can harm her so long as her bear is in her arms. That is how I feel when my body is tangled in yours. Our racing hearts slow until they are in sync. I feel loved and wanted; safe. You […]

Slow Motion for Me

Have you ever seen a man cum in slow motion?  Its an incredible sight. There truly is a party in his pants.   When I gave sex ed presentations at university, I used to make a joke: “that a man ejaculates at 25 mile an hour. That’s the speed limit in school zones. Let that sink […]

He Watches Porn

He watches porn.  I’m not trying to be hypocritical, I clear my browser multiple times a day. Multiple. I get the allure of watching two, or more, lovers in the throws of passion.  But, there are times, When I wish he would turn off the damn tv and look at me.  So it can be […]

Say My Name

A good portion of my life, I have gone by a nickname.  My friends call me Bono, my family calls me a childhood nickname, my students and coworkers call me Ms B, and Shane doesn’t really call me anything.  I have always grown up telling people I don’t like my name so people generally don’t […]